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here it is, time to say goodbye.
well, i know it's not that i am going to leave the day after tomorrow but it's getting closer.
i still dont feel belonging here but i am getting used to the people around me.
its hard. i know i want to keep the relationships with them but i cant lie to myself that everything will be fine.
despite i am the person who believes connection can cross the oceans, its still hard.
maybe deep down inside i know there is a small chance i will see most of them again.
i never think about this moment before, the moment i have to leave.
in about 50 days i am going to leave.
yes, i can finally taste moms dishes, the green tea i like the most, meet the people ...
all the things i wanted to do few months ago.
but i will need to be the old me.
i have to meet people's expectation in some level.
i have to find a serious job, think about future. need to act like an "adult".
farewell my life in pause. this movie must keep playing.
say hi to the second half of my 20. it is the time to face the reality.
i am losing myself, the one who used to enjoyed the very simple joy, i am losing her.
i am a prisoner just been released in the place that no one knows me however that doesnt mean i dont have to deal with my past.
if this is my road movie what have i changed?
is this a good movie? am i coming back to the beginning?
what am i looking for in the journey and what are the things i got?
what kind of road movie i am in?
i cant stop the clock.
i beg we really connect with each other.
when the time comes i wont let you know.
well, i know it's not that i am going to leave the day after tomorrow but it's getting closer.
i still dont feel belonging here but i am getting used to the people around me.
its hard. i know i want to keep the relationships with them but i cant lie to myself that everything will be fine.
despite i am the person who believes connection can cross the oceans, its still hard.
maybe deep down inside i know there is a small chance i will see most of them again.
i never think about this moment before, the moment i have to leave.
in about 50 days i am going to leave.
yes, i can finally taste moms dishes, the green tea i like the most, meet the people ...
all the things i wanted to do few months ago.
but i will need to be the old me.
i have to meet people's expectation in some level.
i have to find a serious job, think about future. need to act like an "adult".
farewell my life in pause. this movie must keep playing.
say hi to the second half of my 20. it is the time to face the reality.
i am losing myself, the one who used to enjoyed the very simple joy, i am losing her.
i am a prisoner just been released in the place that no one knows me however that doesnt mean i dont have to deal with my past.
if this is my road movie what have i changed?
is this a good movie? am i coming back to the beginning?
what am i looking for in the journey and what are the things i got?
what kind of road movie i am in?
i cant stop the clock.
i beg we really connect with each other.
when the time comes i wont let you know.
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